Velocity Girl

Snow can be so beautiful. Like this picture for example. It seems so quiet and lovely, until you have to drive in it. Snow is slippery, deceitful and unforgiving. I got into a car accident yesterday, because of snow. I was NOT speeding, I was not driving unsafely. I was just driving home from work, my car, while changing lanes, spun out of control and I landed in a ditch. Thank goodness that there was a fence to stop my car from sliding, otherwise I'm sure that I would have crashed right into one of the trees or even slid into the frozen lake about 20 feet farther than the fence. I hate driving in the snow. I wish I lived in a city where public transportation was more accessible. Fuck NH.

I've been so depressed today, that was the scariest moment of my life. So scary that I didn't stop shaking for over an hour. I feel like just sleeping and never waking up. I don't want to work at Zrinka on Saturday, it really is the most boring job (beside Spiderbite) that I have been employed at. 

Christian came over last night, and it was great. We haven't seen each other in a while so it was great to talk and spend time together. Now that I am finally okay to be around, since I've been sick I've been avoiding kissing him and hanging out with him so that I wouldn't get him sick as well. How can one be immune to Mono?...

I need to get a new phone, mine is falling apart. I will in about two weeks or so. I'll have enough money to spare then, but not right now. I need to call my father tomorrow to ask if he will pay my 500.00 deductible for when I get my car at the shop. They insurance company offered me a rental, but I don't think I want to take it. I haven't told them yet, but what's the point of having it? Tomorrow, I'm not leaving the house; Saturday, My mother is driving me to work; Sunday, my Mother is driving to Londonderry to the bus station and then taking the T everywhere when we get to Boston; Monday is my hearing and, well, we will see what happens from there. It would be really great if I just get a 20 day slap on the wrist because by the time I go back to work I will only have about a week left of getting driven around. These next two weeks are going to be so relaxing, too bad I won't be getting paid for them. Blagh.

Twilight is such a good book, it is impossible to put it down once I get going. I have a feeling that this Saturday at work, I'm going to finish the book. It just keeps my interest so well and I'm excited to compare the book to the movie. I promised myself, and Lorelai, that I would read the book before I watched the movie. I'm a little over halfway through it, so this is going to be a piece of cake to get through. I'm going to be really frustrated if the ending is bleak. I seem to have this problem, where I read a book and hope the ending is going to be such a valuable piece of closure... but recently, I have found that some books aren't so bad at the end if you don't expect anything from it in the end, just closure for the plot and story being told. Like Requiem, Mass. by John Defresne. That book was good, he sidetracked A LOT, but there were some great points made and the ending made up for the certain lack of concentration.