Coming Of Age.

I am currently looking for an apartment in Massachusetts. Somewhere relatively close to the city, but also not far from the NH border, due to my job. I found some great locations and the pictures show the apartments to be rather adorable. I can see myself living alone in the city, the only conundrum with that is Anna wants to move with me and doesn't want to live without me. Which I would love to live with her but she seems to change her mind about moving every 10 minutes. Yesterday we were texting about it and she said "Can we stay in Manchester for a while?" And I said that staying in NH is out of the question, I can't live here anymore. I want to move to a new place with new people and make my own life. I really want her to live with me but she is taking too long to decide on what she wants. I will be ready to move out come mid february, making it possible to move in to an apartment March 1st. If my license gets taken away for 45 days, then February 5th will be the day I get it back. I just need to save a lot of money in the meantime. Anna wants to move back to Arizona, but she knows I won't move there. I have my heart set on Massachusetts, for now.

My mum is playing Christmas music in the living room, haha. It's weird that it's Christmas already. I love it, just not spending money on presents. UGH. I just talked to her about my moving dilemma, and she understands my side completely. She always does. Mainly because we have the same idea of going about situations. I've matured so much that we barely ever fight or disagree. When I get mad or when she gets upset, it's usually me being cranky and her getting mad that I gave her an attitude.

I'm really excited to write for Rice Candy magazine. It sounds great and I can use it as a reference for the future when I pursue my fashion journalism career. I brainstormed for the article today and tomorrow I'll start researching and gathering information about the trends I listed. I wonder what they'll use for the first cover. I'm interested to see what it will be.

Work for the past few days was restless, with the exception for today considering my Saturday job is slow and uneventful. Harvard yesterday was horrible and I was sore, sweaty, and tired. I'm never going to Paper ever AGAIN. I hated it. It was like all the people I wanted to never see again, in one place. Omar told me to just think about how I don't ever have to go again and that will make me feel better. It was no fun whatsoever.

Happy 17th Birthday Lorelai Jennifer Elizabeth Taylor! :)

I love you!