Under a tree that never grew any leaves.

I love you more and more everyday. I wish you would take care of yourself more. I don't want to lose you because you don't eat right or don't take vitamins. I want to be better for you, mentally, emotionally, and physically, won't you do the same?

I am connected. I've set up a tumblr (had one), formspring.me, have a twitter (before it got huge), this blog and facebook. So if anyone ever says they couldn't get a hold of me.. I'll call bullshit.

When Jonathan and I went to Providence last weekend, I brought my 35 mm, though it just needed batteries. It apparently does NOT work. I wanted to cry I was so upset. Instead Jon took my shopping and we spent time in the hotel, laughing, joking, kissing, hugging, and sleeping. It was a weekend that I needed and it won't happen again for a long time. We need to save money for an apartment (even though he's the only with saved money and I have a persistent shopping addiction that doesn't match my income or the amount of bills I owe.

My ultimate goal for the month of January 2010 is to get a full time job. I love what I do at BR but I need something consistent. I can't be surprised at how many hours I'll have next week or the next week. I need to have a standard job where I know how many hours I'll get next week. I almost feel like I shouldn't have quit acosta and just gone back to resetting because that was lighter on my back. I at least got a steady 24 hours a week and had insurance. Ugh, me and my attitude problem.

Catch me if you can!
http://www.formspring.me/monathenaeum
http://thiefsociety.tumblr.com/
https://twitter.com/thiefsociety
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=738800084