rant.

So I haven't been the most active writer on either of my blogs or on my twitter accounts... I'm becoming socially inept. I never know what to talk about with people or to relate to them anymore. Making new friends is hard because I feel like the thoughts in my head are happy right where they are and don't want to come out of my mouth. I've also noticed I'm happy a lot more. Not as stressed out. Maybe because I'm not MAKING myself stress out. I've been trying not to think of things in a such bad, corruptive ways. Instead of making things seem worse than they are, I just see them for what they are and deal with them head on.
I hung out with Anna tonight. I've decided to steal her hair color, with her approval of course, and to start eating healthier (that has nothing to do with her, just a decision). I've missed her and her antics. She always used to do the craziest things and I'm sure she still does. She's so creative and thinks/sees things in a such a different way that makes her... her.
I go back to school a week from today.. wow. That's so soon. I can hardly stand it. I'm super duper excited but also very nervous. I have to put in my availability change at BR and I am waiting to find out about the Delias position. This makes me nervous because I really, really want the job and am willing to work in Burlington for a while just to learn and train for the position of Co-Manager in Salem. This is a great step in the right direction and I just hope that I will be able to fulfill their needs. I'm ready to get my life on track and just have one job.
Since going to the Chiropractor, I have been feeling less uncomfortable, less pain and less difficulty dealing on a day-to-day basis. Sitting and standing have become an easier task, working and standing for long periods of time have been easier to deal with but paying $45 a visit is really killing me. This is why I need a more consistent income. I can't do the 'how much will I get paid next?' or 'I wonder how many hours I'll get this week." It's too stressful for me. I've been taking Vitamin C, 2k mg of Fish Oil and B-Complex. I have definitely felt a difference with the Fish Oil but the difference with the B-complex is hard to distinguish.

I just remembered I have laundry sitting in the washer downstairs... -.-

Good Night.