So Much Trouble.

I had my hearing this morning. I walked up to the window to hand in my license for the hearing and the woman informed me that I had two hearings today. I said that I only received a letter for one hearing. She told me that I had a hearing for Under 20 and a violation of probation. I then waited with my mother to be taken into a room with an examiner. The examiner told me about the two hearings and I told her I did not prepare myself for two hearings, just the one Under 20 hearing. She told me that she can move the hearing to a later date so that I can hire a lawyer for the case, which is exactly what I'm going to do. It's going to be expensive, but if it will make my odds better, then I'll do it. Now I just need to find a nice lawyer. The hearings are set for December 22, 2008 at 9:00 am. Hopefully, I will be ready by then, but I am relieved to have my license for another three weeks. The week of the hearing, my first job does not have work for those two weeks due to the Christmas holiday. This works out pretty well. I'm okay, for now.

Yesterday was Manchester's first snowfall. The falling flakes were beautiful until the rain came and made everything slippery, wet and slushy. Driving wasn't horrible but I really hate driving in this weather. My little car can barely handle it.. poor little front wheel drive.

I'm going to learn to crochet today.. or soon. I haven't decided the order things I'm going to do today. Anna is with Patrick right now and it's quiet here. I'm exhausted from stress, worry and lack of sleep. I really should get off this fucking computer and watch a movie/nap. 

My left arm started to get really red, but just on my inner elbow part. It was swelling and irritated. I didn't know what to do about it so I asked Jonah and he said to just wash it with soap and water and not to use lotion or any kind of ointment. This has never happened with a tattoo before. Anna and I think it's because he dug too deep into my skin. Whatever it is, I'm not so stoked on it, all all.