Let Them Eat Sqaush.

Photo By: Anna Rose.

I've been listening to Person L so much lately. They really aren't horrible, Which reminds me to download all of American Nightmare, because I love Wes. He's great. I remember seeing Person L for the first time and not understanding their music but after seeing them for three nights in a row I realize that I really like them. I need to pick up more blank CD's as well. 

To Burn:

The Fray

Travis(for anna)

The Shins

The Album Leaf

I woke up this morning with a rather upsetting and annoying headache on the front left side of my head, where the temple is.. yeah it killed. I also felt like I was going to vomit everywhere. My mother came in and asked why I was so awake so early and I told her about my bodily malfunctions. She gave me some Advil :) and a swig of Pepto for my stomach. I got a wet rag and placed it over my eyes. That seems to be the only remedy for that kind of thing, it blocks out the light so I can sleep and not worsen my headache, and it cools me down while my comforter keeps me warm, making me sleepy. I slept for another 2 hours I think.

I don't want my Mum to go to dinner without me, I'd feel bad because she'd be all alone. I don't find that very fair. Oh and for the record, Pumpkin Whoopie Pies are really great.

This time of year, Thanksgiving that is, really isn't my favorite. I mean I don't need an excuse to eat tons of food and gain weight... I end up doing that once a month when my "bill" comes. So this year it would make sense that my "bill" is on its way as we speak and I feel the cravings, the pain in my chest and my moodiness. (No one reads this so I'm not too worried about anyone getting grossed out.) I've decided that I will keep tradition and still get dressed up, a little, for this event. Nothing too special.

I'm awfully worried about my hearing on my Monday. I wish it would just disappear and I can go to work and enjoy the day like I always do. If I end up getting my license taken away, I will be very upset. It isn't fair that with my responsibilities that I pay that kind of consequence. I would, in a heartbeat, help out at the soup kitchen, food bank or any other type of community service. I will pay any kind of fine to get out of it. Whatever they need to do without taking my license away. I've been really good for these past few months and in 6 more months I turn 20 and I won't have these hearings anymore. And ANYTHING to avoid an SR-22. I can't have that, that's not fair. I'll take any stupid class again, even though we don't learn a damn thing while we're in there. I'm rambling because this subject scares me. Scares me to death.